Friday, December 16, 2011

I'm not yet ready ..

Message sent to me.....


[1:42:37 PM] Lhani: .sencya kna kung naging makulit ako nitong mga nakaraang araw huh...sencya ndin kc inakala ko na ready kna ulit pumasok sa isang relasyon...di ko naisip na di nga tlga gnun kdali .apag move on lalo na 2 yrs din kau at 2 months plang nakalipas cmula ng maghiwalay kau ng mahal mo.now i undrstand...yaan mo po wla nman nagbago sa pagtingin ko sau eh..un padin un at kung kinakailangan na mag antay ako sau ng matagal hanggan sa maging ready kna ulit..mag aantay ako para sau...pangako yan.basta cmula ngaun tropa padin tau ahhh..wag kang mahihiyang lapitan ako pag may prob ka.khit ano po...andto lng ako.khit anong mangyari dto lng ako para sau...wag kapo sanang mahihiya...isipin nalng nating andto ako bilang tropa at ka buddy mo...ingat kpo palage... :)

left hanging

My previous writings were full of emotional disclosure. I truly miss writing something about the best days I had.
This week is the best so far. ( running out of words) I 'll continue later :)

Saturday, December 3, 2011

At last!


It's a very nice feeling knowing that after all the heartaches and rejections you finally recovered. It had been a painful experience to me to remember all the things that I've done. The most important for me now is to live my life with smile and joy. I moved on and considered that I have a lot of things to be thankful to. I'm stronger now; stronger than before. Thanks for the people around me who keep on helping me throughout my ordeal. I will always cherish all the things you've given me. you are all my treasures. My dear friends, thank you for teaching me how to let go and love myself. :))